I want Everything of Anything !!!

It's very true that the human behavior is so volatile that you could see a spectrum of expressions in just a moment. I always wonder what makes us so diversified and thoughtful that we are all the same yet so apart.

My mind was filled with so many thoughts, so many wishes, so much to do and what not......... Whole day I spent thinking to have a GOAL....... But never realized myself that I was playing a Referee's role in the field....

Sometimes hard choice is the Right one, But I feel everything Hard now !!!

What makes us so confused always??? Is it the NEED to have everything of anything ??? I feel its' true because our human nature is so sensitive and inclined to the demands of our heart and mind which creates a mess of your mind, thoughts and more dangerously it's effect on Life...

Confusion comes when we have options, Options comes when we have prioritized some wishes/tasks etc, Wishes are so many but which is the Right one and then comes the same Q !!!!!!!

Sometimes hard choice is the Right one, But I feel everything Hard now !!!

So I was just in the same state of mind and could not decide on my Anything from which I could deduce my everything :)

Somebody told me once "Think twice before you choose" and now I started thinking multi times to come to conclusions..... today was a day of unrest as my mind said something else than my heart and conditions have their own different say............... and in the same state I just remembered my wonderful friend who once told me these beautiful and inspiring words "you are so focused, so determined as you know what you want out of life at every phase of life" and here I am sitting confused whole day to get the hard nut crack. Smiles came on my face after those lines banged again on my head and heart....

Is confusion just a state of selecting your best option or to put it in my words....the selection of choosing the least risky, most profitable and most enjoyable actions of life? I feel confusion mostly comes with our GREED to have EVERYTHING of ANYTHING...... cos we demand more and more and makes our life miserable.

Yet, today I could come to the conclusion for so many things which made my life shaky from past few days..... A Sunday spent just being myself and I got my answer.........though I am not sure this time as it is more of Heart over Mind in the selection...... Still I have my answer by EOD.......

Now I want Everything of that SOMETHING !!!!!!!!!!

Cheers !!
Punit - The confused Nut :)

Sunday evenings are just for yourself

Every Sunday evening I find time for myself, to explore myself, to realize my goals, to relax and rejuvenate. Sunday has always been a day for relaxation and complete all pending tasks at home. I still remember every Sunday evening in Pune was spent watching TV or spending time with buddies, having famous cold coffee and Pao bhaji in Pune...... here in holland its spent in writing blogs, articles, reading news, business magazines, the terrible work of ironing the clothes.....

How important is SUNDAY in everyone's life as it prepares for the next 5-6 days of challenges lined-up. I get the nightmares of Monday morning each Sunday evening :)

Lets Chillax and just have a day for introspection and freedom....

So here I am taking a break from my regular Sunday blogs :)

Have a Nice Sunday !!!

Woh beetein Lamhe

The reminiscence of the old days I had spent...rather Lived with the best buddies I could have asked for...are still so refreshing that brings a cute smile off-course with dimples on my face :)

I just miss the fun of being with them......College days and nights went by.... playing cards whole day and night with cuppa tea and maggi(The official College Menu)..... Never blinked my eyes when we use to play for even 8 hours continuously (Although it took just a min to sleep when I had books open)..... Every Birthday party started at around 9.00pm till 5.30 am and Cards were our 5th buddy......... Never thought of those moments so cherished yet......

The story for playing cards didn't ended at college only..... as I got Real junkies after college in my job and it was the same college session continued but this time I was salaried......... Our play didnt include Money, so the best part was still intact and seamlessly I was gifted with junkiest roomies and friends who sung whole nite and played whole night just like me.......

The Kid inside me never left me till I continued playing cards but now here I am sitting in my room straying my eyes with Laptop taking complete control of my life... Being devoid of 3 other junkies which could bring out the REAL ME......

I still remember "Double sir dekhla pakad" was a phrase on each tongue........ I just feel to go back to my old days......which is not gonna happen.... Still I have the option 2 go back 2 my old MATES...... and the CARD SAGA will continue............. I miss those chais and bakwaas during Cards..... the gossips.... the Maggi..... the Buddies...... the girl's hostel khabarein..... the Infy kudiyaas discussed..... the business plans discussed..... the teasers....... Wat a fun !!!!!!!

Hope to go back soon and relive those moments with all.......

Ravindra, Mitro, Nikhil boss, Chopdu......
Ronie, Ranjan, Ravi, Rakesh, Bhupi........
Srikant, Rahul, Surri, Siddie, Anant, Zee.......

Cheers !!
Buddies